Thursday 1 May 2008

i had a really amazing dream. a really amazing, strange but exciting dream. i woke up trying to recollect everything about it b'cos i started having thoughts about making it into a book or a movie. and then a few hours passed and those dreams kinda went, "poof". for a moment there, i was really excited. lol.

anyway, woke up at 11. ko went to office at 12 and mum went out at 2. me and jo were left alone at home and we had nothing to do. i was reading biology and he was just walking around the house bouncing his basketball OR sitting in front of ko's laptop playing mahjong at viwawa.com (don't check it out, you might get hooked).

i realise that when i'm bored, i eat. it's a very bad habit. like when i'm studying and i get pretty tired of it, i either have some chocolate or ice cream or open a pack of chips or something. it's OK to eat, but not when it's really unhealthy food like those that i've mentioned and i keep eating them without realising how much i'm eating. if i feel like eating, i should have a glass of milk or a cereal bar or something healthy. but in my house, we don't have organic, low fat, sugar-less food. haha. and when i go to the supermarket, i always buy things that i feel like eating, and this does not include organic, low fat, sugar-less food. i should just drink water.

today was s'posed to be a productive day where i stuffed lots of information into my head and they stay there permanently until may 12. instead, i can barely remember what i've read from biology and i still can't master a single cello piece.

you know when you get a holiday and you determine that you're gonna wake up and then just study the whole day? they never work. seriously. you need discipline (which in Usha's case is waking up at 6). and i wasted today. sigh. but i'm a last min studying kinda person. i'll do better if i study a day before the paper. or am i just trying to convince myself?

OK, i have to go and do my reports if not i'm gonna get scolded in accented english with a tinge of malay slang at tomorrow's editorial board meeting.

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